Friday, November 27, 2009
Afraid

I'm scared.
I'm afraid.
It freaks me out.
I'm unsure of it.
I'm afraid of it.
It really makes me feels unwell.



What should i do?
What can i do?
I feel so helpless.
But who can help me?
It's really scary as the days goes.
I don't understand myself anymore.
It'e really scary when you don't even know understand what you feels.




That feeling is simply scary.
I recongnised that feeling.
Not the first time i felt this way.
I hope I can handle it well this time.
I don't wish this to end the same way as it did in the past.



I'm a selfish person.
I don't wish to lose anything.
I don't wish to see anyone hurt.
I'm really scared, I really don't know what should I do.


There's alot of things I'm afraid.
I really do hope that I got it wrong.
I'm afraid it will hurt.
I'm worried that it's because I gave the wrong idea.
I'm scared that I will lose it.


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