The more i hope it wont happen, the more chances of it happening.

Half a week has past, and this half week was seriously bad for me.

Monday, actually was fine.

Tuesday, the day which the bombs are dropped.

祸不单行。

Like what paper ice say: Two atomic bombs, one big, one small.

However, the one we initially thought was the bigger bomb turned out to cause lesser damage, in fact none, except the scare.

The other atomic bomb only got me in.
I don't know what i should do.
I don't know what I can do.

我现在唯一能做的只有以笑容掩盖所有的事。

Just like what Melinda used to write on my books:
只要笑一笑，没设么事情过不了。

I will continue to smile and laugh(:
Hopefully this will end soon.
Just let it dies down.




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如果根据你的说法，误会是我所造成的，我只能说：对不起。
我没想过我所做的能导致误会。
我真的不知道要这么办。
算了吧，就照你所说的，把这误会当是我的错。
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I don't know you get the hint or not.
I want to get the point across to you but I don't want to hurt you.
Paper star said, dragging it longer will only cause more harm.
But i seriously dont know how to bring it across to you.
You seems to get the hint, yet sometimes you seems not to.
I don't know what to do.
Ignoring the messages totally seems so bad.
You seriously makes me feel like a evil person in this world.


I have to admit, the feeling of being liked is nice in the first place, but continuous of those stuffs makes me feels uncomfortable.


Can't you tell that I was running away since the first hint you dropped?
Why did you have to say that again and again?
Can't you tell from the attitude i gave?
Isn't it obvious?


Stop stalking me. It only makes me feels super uncomfortable.