You gave me the feeling that you fear me.

But what the hell are you afraid of?

I also had the feeling that you are trying to get me attached so that you can do what you want.

But, let me tell you.

I won't change my stand, no matter what happen.

And, what you think might not be true.

A no means no,

No room of bargain.

I'm filled with regrets now.

Fuck!

Your trustable level have fall even more.

Please don't let it go worse.

Don't let me start doubting all your words.

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This is the first ever time i wish i don't have a birthday.

I dread my birthday.

I don't wish to have any surprise from you, cause i believe the surprise will well be a shock rather than anything.

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A warm, cosy, happy eating with just the two of you will be enough for me(:

The two of you meaning the only two who can view my blog.

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i dont wish for much for my birthday.

I just want my normal life back.

Normal meaning the dead old boring life.

It's certainly better than now.

How i wish i can choose not to see the truth, but i saw.

A fact that can't be changed.