I'm upset, sadly to your contrast, not because of the answer to the question.

But because of the fact that you lied.

It's quite obvious.

And I'm not dumb.




In the very first place, this things is actually nothing.

It's you who made it so complicated.

You made too much un-needed and unwanted thoughts.



I felt betrayed.
I felt untrusted.
That feeling sucks.
That's the reason why in the first place i don't trust people much.


What hurts me again is that you rather trust and believe in him about me liking him rather than asking me for the truth. wth.


Disappointment is just a kind word to descirbe it.
It's the only word that is suitable yet not as hurtful as what i felt.



I trusted you.
I told you the truth.
It's you who chose not to believe nor trust me.
Sorry.
You didnt cherish it.
The trust is now gone.
Forget about getting any truth nor trust from me.
Believe me now, the door is closed and locked again.
The wall is enforced.


Seriously, i shall and must retreat back to my world.
That's the reason why the wall was built in the first place.
I let the wrong person in.
Causing myself to be hurt from inside.
It's bleeding.


What hurts the most is the combination of being lied and you rather believe another person than me.



Sorry. It's hard, very hard for me to treat nothing had happened.
It's even difficult to get back to how we were in the first place nor the way i treat you then.


You chose to forsake me.
I didn't make the decision.


Cousin. Ya right. Dinner with cousin.
Please, i saw it. It's dinner with him.
Why didnt you just tell the truth?
Let me tell you.
Once a person made a lie, she wil need another thousand lies to cover that one little lie.
I found two lies currently. Do you want me to continue finding more lies?
I gave you the chance to be honest.
You didn't treasure. You lied again.


Forget it. You are out of my world.
Now i understand why the horoscope once said that.
"Be careful of the person you letting in. S/he may be someone who will hurt you rather than a good friend."
And i chose to ignore it cos i believe in you.
That's a lesson learnt.

Bye. You are OUT!